Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Saying Goodbye... For Now
Since leaving Zambia nearly a month ago I have been asked several times if I think I will be back to Africa someday, back to Kabwe. I can't of course say for sure, only God knows, but there are people in Kabwe who have taken such a hold on my heart that I can't imagine never seeing them again so even if it isn't to live, I do feel I will be back to visit someday.
I'm enrolled for classes at Spring Arbor University starting in September. I was hoping to find a more specialized area of study after working in the field but for now I'll be studying toward a degree in Global Studies. I may continue to post entries from time to time but as uneventful as school generally is, will probably be quite rare! :)
It's been an incredably significant year in my life and to bring it to a close is something I have been very reluctant to do (thus the overdue entry - sorry!). Even if I am no longer living in Kabwe or working with Hands at Work I know those experiences have become part of me and will continue to be for the months and years to come. As far as I'm concerned it's not over.
Thanks for reading and keeping me in your prayers!
Friday, June 5, 2009
...lean not on your own understanding

Monday, May 25, 2009
Forgotten Children
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As we were leaving the courtyard, the volunteer I was with, Peggy, told me about one of the neighboring orphans who our home based care has ‘adopted’. Rebekah is only 6 years old and lives with her grandmother. Peggy told me that in February a big man had coaxed her into his hut by offering sweets (candy) and raped her. When he was done he pushed her out of his hut, and crying she went and told her grandmother. The man was taken to the police, but Rebekah’s grandmother said she didn’t want any money from him but that God would have His justice on the man.
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For a little while Makululu was receiving funding from a European donor that helped them provide things like small food parcels, soap, and medicine to these families, but last year the funding stopped completely leaving the children vulnerable once again. Hands at Work is trying to lessen the dependence on large donors like this one by starting a $15 a child/month funding strategy to go towards providing these children with 3 Essential Services: a meal a day, basic health care through home visits, and access to education. It allows the average person to help, not just large corporations.
Please pray that people respond to the needs of the children in communities like Makululu and get involved soon, and if you know anyone who might be interested in helping please refer them to the Hands at Work website at http://www.handsatwork.org/.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
The Suit
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Bright Yellow Bicycles
In the days following I did some research online to find any organizations in the bicycle business in Africa and came across a relatively new organization called Zambikes that had good quality parts shipped from the US and Taiwan and then assembled and sold out of Lusaka. I decided it was worth a shot to email the director in Lusaka and ask if they would consider donating to our volunteers, and while I was waiting for a reply I found out from the other missionaries in Kabwe that the director, Dustin, was actually a good friend and they had an outlet for Zambikes at Grace Centre in town. A few days later I received an enthusiastic email from Dustin saying they would love to provide our volunteers with Zambikes but that we would be a pioneer project for their donor partner Acirfa (Africa backwards :P) so it could take awhile before getting anything.
In mid-March I received an email from Dustin telling us that a cycling group called Tour de’ Afrique had donated enough money for 40 Zambikes to a recipient of their choice – and they chose Hands at Work! The catch was that Tour de’ Afrique would be riding through Lusaka from Europe on their way to the southern tip of Africa and they wanted to have a donation ceremony with at least 10 of the volunteers present in Lusaka. Cost of transporting 10 volunteers from Kabwe to Lusaka and back? The exact amount of money we saved on soccer balls by going through Alive & Kicking! As if that wasn’t enough, a few days before the ceremony we got the news that Tour de’ Afrique was throwing in an extra 19 bicycles!
Above: Zambikes mechanic giving volunteers a crash course in bike maintenance, Dustin & I watching from the back
The donors from Tour de' Afrique with Hands at Work recipients at the Tour's campsite
On April 7 we piled into a minbus and traveled up to Lusaka for a nice relaxed ceremony and the following day back in Kabwe we were able to distribute the bicycles to our very excited volunteers. In the next few weeks Zambikes will be sending up a mechanic to provide bicycle maintenance training to the volunteers so that they’ll know how to take care of the bikes themselves. I am completely amazed by how God works and excited to see what He’ll do next!
The bicycles piled on a truck for the 2 hour drive north to Kabwe - once there, some volunteers looking over the sea of bright yellow bicycles
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Curse Me, I'm Rich
Are any of us really willing to give up everything we have if Jesus asked us to? Does he have to ask us straight out for us to do something? Are we sure he hasn’t already? What do we think he means when he gives the command, ‘Love your neighbor has yourself’? Is spending that money on a 2nd jacket for ourselves really loving our neighbor as ourselves when he has no jacket? I’m not saying this to judge anyone, I am a hypocrite and guilty of it myself. How many times have I ‘treated myself’ as if I deserve it when a single healthy meal is a luxury to many of the people around me? Do I have to have the Mercedes to be in the same category as the rich young man? I don’t think so. Actually he was better than me, cuz he did everything else right. Which means when Jesus says, ‘It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God’, he’s talking about me. And I used to pity the people with yachts and multi-million dollar mansions.
This morning I was struck by one of the verses that I’m not sure I noticed before. The first part of verse 21 says, “Jesus looked at him and loved him.’ In our ugly selfishness he still looks at us in love... I cannot fathom that at all. How incredible humbling that when the disciples asked, ‘Who then can be saved?’ he offered me that hope in verse 27 saying,
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Catch a Breath... Keep Going
Monday, February 23, 2009
Jesus Rides a Tractor
About an hour into the trip our luck ran out and we got stuck. No amount of pushing and stuffing branches under the tires would help.
Finally we arrived at our destination. We went to Malokota village to visit one of our community schools and speak to the CBO, church, and village leaders about starting up home based care and encourage church involvement in the community. It’s quite amusing how it seems like the middle of nowhere and then people just seem to come out of the woodwork.
Monday, February 16, 2009
He's Going Home!
Yesterday David went home with his mother! He will still be coming to work with her everyday but can go home to be with his family in the evenings... it's been 3 weeks!His feedings have cut back to every hour rather than every 20 or 30 min and we have started having his mother do all of the feedings so that he will start taking food from her. When he was critical it worked best taking him from her but if he's going home than she's going to have to get him to eat. Which means I am back to work for now, going over there less often.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Peek-a-Boo! I see you!
Zech, the 4 year missionary kid living where we're taking care of David, taught him how to play. :)The tests showed David's hemoglobin levels are down even more than they were before and the doctor has no idea why. We've been giving him RB Tone twice a day to help with iron, and we're wondering if there isn't something more involved here like sickle cell anemia or something else that the Kabwe clinics are unable to test for.
One thing we found that causes anemia is lead poisioning, which is very likely here in Kabwe (4th Most Polluted) because of the lead mines.
Good news is, his fever is completely gone and he has no symptoms of being sick that we can detect other than the slightly yellowed eyes and white palms from anemia.
Monday, February 9, 2009
So a picture is worth a thousand words… how about 2?
The protein malnourishment is no longer the issue, all the swelling is gone, but we do think he has some sort of infection. He has continued having a fever and still has signs anemia so he’s going to the doctor again this morning for more tests, but considering he wasn’t expected to live to the end of the week we are all in pretty high spirits and thank God for each day we have with him. I’ll let you know how the visit goes! I know I don’t have to say it again, but I will… please pray!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
I know I can’t let appearances fool me, but David is looking much better. The swelling around his feet has dropped several cm’s and he was able to get his shoes on for the first time yesterday. When I walked into the yard he was outside with his mother and he tottered over and clutched my leg for me to pick him up… talk about melting my heart. Today he went the whole day without vomiting or diarrhea, and despite his whimper of ‘I have no power’ in Nianja, he had plenty of ‘power’ to try fighting away the chicken puree and soy mince. And while he still has a temperature it has stayed below 100 F rather than the constantly fluctuating temperatures of the last few days. And his weight has dropped a kg!
Trying not to get my hopes up too much, but days like these are definitely encouraging. I got a devious little grin out of him on one of his good days last week and I’m determined to get another one.
Thank you for all of your prayers, don’t let up!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
It’s been a week now since I started helping with David and it has taken all my energy, he’s constantly on my mind even when I’m not with him. I feel sorry for Alisha having to live with me, having a conversation for 5 or 10 minutes without an interruption about something else concerning David is nearly impossible with me. I am so tired.
Friday, January 30, 2009
But last night David’s temperature spiked to 104, so he was immediately put on malaria treatment and then taken to the doctor this morning where tests showed he has a chest infection. Despite our attempts at optimism, we know we still have a long way to go before he’s in the clear. His immune system is pretty much non-existent, and the doctor said it could take 2 or 3 months for him to start being ‘back to normal’.
Getting a smile out of David is pretty much impossible, but he was telling his auntie yesterday when we weren’t in the room that he doesn’t want to go home because the ‘muzungus’ (white people) give him milk and chicken. His 3rd birthday is July 16, we’ve already decided we’re throwing him a big party when he makes it. He has to make it.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Baby David
She had told me this in passing conversation, that she didn’t even know if he would last the week, and it just stayed with me that this child needed someone to take responsibility and look out for him. It weighed heavily on my heart that I had something to offer, that I came here to help children like baby David and to avoid that direct involvement would be a contradiction to what I profess to be doing here. I spoke to Hands at Work and got permission to take time from the office to help with the baby.
I started on Sunday and there are 2 other women who have gotten involved as well so I will not be the only one watching out for him. At this point I have the afternoon to evening shift, so I can still be working in the office in the mornings and helping Alisha as much as I can. He is on day 6 now so he’s already outlived Bibi’s statistic, but yesterday he was taken to the clinic for tests and was found to be extremely anemic, with blood iron levels at half of what it should be. He also has the start of pneumonia with fluid around his lungs and a fever of about 101 F. His body is badly swollen and he has sores on his feet and above his right ear on which we regularly apply Neosporin. As the swelling goes down we want his weight to drop with it, but instead his weight has been steadily increasing. We hope it is because of all the food he’s getting now that he didn’t before and not that the water is going somewhere else in his body like his lungs. He has chronic diarrhea during the night which is good but we’re afraid he’s holding it in during the day.
We have to do feedings every 20 minutes, which can be tricky to regulate when it can take 10 minutes for him to eat an oz of yogurt or boiled egg yolk. The first few days we could barely get him to take more than 1/2 oz of anything, then we discovered that if we take him away from his mother to do the feedings he is much more cooperative and yesterday we were able to up the doses to 2 oz. Unfortunately the meds prescribed to him at the clinic gave him an upset stomach which caused him to lose several hours of feeding.
As I was holding him in my arms last night I realized just how much of a hold he has on my heart already. When it first came to me that maybe I should help I couldn’t help feeling a bit scared, that maybe I wouldn’t be able to handle the responsibility. When I was praying about it this is the verse I received:
John 14:27: “Peace I leave with you; My peace I give you. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
I am trying to hold onto this verse and remember that David’s life is in God’s hands and not mine. It doesn’t always feel that way. Please pray for him.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
“Halleluiah! God has spared your life another year! He has a plan.” –Lawrence, Service Centre Coordinator
How did you start your year?I spent New Years Day traveling north with some friends to Mulanga, a heavily populated compound fraught with poverty, HIV/AIDS, violence, and alcoholism. It is also home to scores of vulnerable children and orphans. We went there to visit James, one of our CBO managers who started a feeding program for 20 orphans as well as a home based care with volunteers visiting the sick in their homes. After they started home based care at the beginning of 2008, there was such a spiritual response in the community that one of the volunteers, Pastor Blessings, started a church in Mulanga that has grown to over 40 members.
While we were there we visited the little house that James rented in Mulanga for a widow to live in and feed the childen a meal each day. James and Ma Junior told us some of the individual stories, how there was a little girl who lived far on the other side of town but had walked all the way to the house and spent the previous 3 nights there with Ma Junior without anyone caring enough to come looking for her. They told us about another young girl whose father had just been killed on the nearby path a couple weeks earlier and they were trying to figure out how to include her in the already maxed out feeding program.
We had previously asked James to dream big. If he could do anything, money aside, what would it be? He was a bit hesitant, almost as if he was afraid saying it allowed would crush the dream. A school. He mentioned one of the girls in the feeding program who was 12 years old and had never been to school. He wants more for her future just as he does for his 18 month old daughter and the other children he cares for. He even found a plot of land near the feeding point that the town is willing to give him for free, but he had no way of taking the dream further.
In the 2 weeks since that visit, Hands at Work has secured sponsorship from a church in the US to support the work James is doing as well as for building a community school in Mulanga. He came to Kabwe on the 9th (my birthday :P) with George (Hands CEO) and he was still trying to process that it was actually going to happen! Stories like these are what make me excited, I don’t know about you…
Now another fun (aka frustrating) Zambian story about visas! The work visa that Alisha and I have expires on Tuesday the 20th and when we went to the immigration office on Wednesday to get temporary permits we were told that we needed to apply for those at the headquarters in Lusaka. Luckily Alisha was heading there on Thursday anyway with her parents, so she took my paperwork and all but when she got there in the afternoon they told her they only take payment in the mornings. So she went the next morning. Then they told her no, they don’t take cash, they need a check. Problem: we’re not allowed to open bank accounts with work visas! Figure that one out. Anyways, a few hours later she somehow managed to get a bank check (still waiting to hear that story) and they told her that they can’t do anything now until Tuesday! Being that it’s the last day of our visa, it had better go through or we could be facing fines for overstaying our visa… oh yes, and it is left up to the discretion of the officer how long the permit lasts, he could say 10 days and then we’d have to pay again or he could give us the full 6 months. And these permits are not cheap…
Another challenge Alisha and I are facing is that Zambian Airways recently went under and that’s who our return flight is with. Some friends of ours were trying to get back here from Tanzania when it happened and are now out $1400 after having to purchase new tickets with another airline. Zambian Airways has taken their phones off the hook and locked their doors, no chance of working with them to get reimbursed. We are still trying to see if we can get anything back through MasterCard, but your prayer and support would be greatly appreciated!



